Can't sleep.

[Andyandflo1]

Omg just so tiered but can't sleep,but i know when I do I'm going to be in bed alday tomoro and got so much to do. Just can't face anything today and kno I'm going to feel this way for a few days .The soles and heals of my feet are killing me when I walk .Ive not heard from my ESA appeal and still no money for over two weeks and its Xmas . I'm in a right mess and can't keep the gas going.the water and tv license won't listen to me . I kno I'm getting more depressed but really trying to keep calm and sane. Anyway feel better now I've had a moan and got this site of loads of good people on here.

Like to wish u all a great Christmas and better new year.

[hamble99b]

sending you a hug, [x]

sandra.

[irisjoy]

hi its such a busy time of year , so much stress and things getting ever more expensive , its great having this site to offload on knowing others understand, Sendind you another hug x

[Saskia]

So sorry andyandflo to hear that, apart from all the pain you are in, you are also feeling so depressed. I suffer with depression, too, so I know what its like.

I am concerned about your money worries over Christmas. Is there a food bank near you which could help at least with that expense. The people in power have no idea what an awful impact their long winded and unfair system has on chronically sick and/or disabled people. It is wicked the way we are all treated. I am very anxious as I have had my letter from the DWP re the phone call I'll receive and the questionnaire and the ESA assessment. My mind has gone into overdrive and the whole thing makes me feel sick and I don't feel good at the best of times. I think the government wants to worry us all into early graves, then they won't have to bother about any of us any more. Makes me sick!

Anyway, I shall be sending you loving thoughts. Hugs from Saskia. XX

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I hope that you will be successful with your ESA Appeal and will hear from them asap. (It may be worth chasing them up on this). There are charitable grants which may be available to you for TV licence/water. Turn2Us can point you in the right direction. I hope you get good rest and that your pain lessens. Take Care.