Hello im finally starting to forgive myself and let go of past and move forward.
Ive finally started to make piece with my ex and forgive him.
Ive spoke to my daughter and also my ex.
We are trying to move forward and forget wot we feel.
And yes we are having the kids at last all day sat?
Im soooo excited its untrue.
Ive been patient and am working on having her again friday .-monday.
Its gonna be a long hard slug with ex.but im happy right now.
Which means they may be at our wedding after all.
Words cant express how happy and excited we are.
We arw taking them to sealife centre.have v.i.p tickets.
And im gonna just be there for,them both.
I feel like mentally,physically its,drained me.
But its so worth it.
Ive never given up hope for this day and it just shows how being postive can get you.
Never give up the fight.
Ive spent a year and a half to get to this stage.xx