Well its now 5am had no sleep as yet won't get any soon either as husbands alarm will go off so he can take our daughter to work you would be forgiven for thinking she still lives at home no she lives with her fience, but here it is they only live next door so as he has to be at work for 4 sometimes 5am and she's at work for 7or8 dads the taxi.
Now about the subject at hand my chest hurts like hell feels like someone has tried to stake me it's in the right place, bloody. Hands keep twitchig anyway am gonna take my 6am's then i'll try for some sleep , he may snore like a pig and be a pain sometimes but he will leave me to wakeup naturally well. Gonna go so gentle hugs for all. Ttfn .Sithy