So I have been awake since 3 am, unable to sleep as the pain in my hips, shoulder and back is just so bad. probably the worst it has been in a long time, and I just can't do anything to make it better. I can normally pin point why I am in so much pain, i.e it is usually when I have done too much the day before, but I am not really sure what has set this off today. There is no position I can find that does not have me in agongy.
Anyway I am really just on here as I can't sleep and I am frustrated at still not knowing what is wrong with me. To top it all off I got a letter from the hospital yesterday saying my latest scan results have all come back clear as with all the others, so there is nothing further they can do for me. So they are saying there is nothing wrong with me, yet I am sat here nearly in tears because of how much this all hurts, and then I of course will be shattered all day as I have been up since 3am unable to sleep because of the pain.
I guess this is just more of a rant than a quesion, but just feel like I don't know which way to turn now. I know I have to go back to the doctors and try and get a diagnosis, but just feel so let down, and the fact that nothing is showing up, makes them talk to me like I am making it all up. Yet I am in so much pain daily I don't know how to get this across to them and make them believe me, as to how much it actually hurts and affects me. I just wish there was a way to prove the pain, but I only have my words to describe it, and I am obviously not doing a very good job of it.