So is this it, has it arrived?...the brown envelope of doom. It has DWP on it and is sitting there taunting me and looking very suspicious.
I really don't want to open it in case it's the "you have been awarded NIL points" on your medical assessment. I've been on here before with comments (non too happy and quite harsh, as Atos deserve) about my medicals, past and present, and other similar related comments on other peoples posts. Sorry if i bore you witless!!!
I try to be upbeat but this last couple of days i've struggled like never before and quite out of character have been in tears as i'm still struggling to cope with fibro and newly diagnosed arthritis..which is more troublesome than fibro...till yesterday. It also seems my eye disease has again joined in the party and my eyes are painful and blurred and i'm wtiring and trying things completely muddled up. if i was to send thing unedited folk would think i was illiterate. This is a bit of a worry to me, as Leics hosp have just cancelled an appt till Oct!! but i've an opticians appt tomorrow so i'll see what he says
I just don't have the emotional strength or inclination to do open this today so stuff it, i'll do it tomorrow.
Take care all
thoughts and hugs
ps not filled with confidence as i had a form from the disability and carers service sent to the hosp, and the doctor whom i've not seen for over 18mths filled it in, not the surgeon who i'm still under for post op problems. Under the section "ability to get around including pain, gait, balance, breathlessness, visual loss....NO PROBLEM.
Am still getting a lot of pain, am going to a clinic to see why i get breathless, ofteen fall upstairs, and walk into people and things when i'm out.
Am wondering if the complaint i put in about him 16 months ago has any bearing on this??