hi this is marie again, today has been a nightmare, my family dont need me anymore because i cant do the jobs i use to, pick up dads medication, wait in for a delivery, go to appointmants with mum, cant go shopping with my brother who is in the RAF and lives abroad, today for the first time in a long time my life just fell apart around me and i was inconsolable. I have had fibro since i was 7 and my other RA, ME, HMS ect.. came on me along the way, more so when i had my youngest child who is 4 yrs old now, i lost 4 pints of blood during a c/section and that was a downward spiral, i did manage until she hit 8 months and now i just sleep for britain, have pain every day, so today i'm feeling i wasnt the same mum to my Evie-Rose as i was to jack 13, olivia 11, and Isabelle 6. i had no energy............does anybody feel that being like we are pushes people away or am i going crazy? i have cried that much my eyes look like golf balls....lol what a rollercoaster ride today has been!!
I do hope someone out there has a similar problem, my dad says go get that doctor to give you a better med and sort you out co's your missing out on your kids.....NEVER!!!! i feel bad enough anyone else?