Hello Everyone, gentlest of hugs to you all.
I'm here, somewhere, maybe!
It may only have been a few days or so - but it feels like MONTHS since I last sat to write, whether my own blog, or to respond to anyone else's blog. This constant tiredness and sleeping so much, without being refreshed - has really screwed up my time-line! I never know what year or month it is - let alone what time of day it is. Then there's the head honcho of all that ails myself, and you fellow sufferer's, that jolly old Mr. Fibro! My, what a powerful hold he has eh folks? He's got me so confused and disoriented, I don't know which way is up - let alone my left from my ruddy right! And his vice-like grip that fills us all with such constant pain, the likes of which we've thought we'd never know before diagnosis? When in fact he Brain Fogged us into thinking it's only a short time we've felt such agony - when in fact, it has gone on for many, many years for us older Fibromites. And what's with the yo-yoing bouts of diarrohea and constipation that's now known as IBS - why is he so cruel? I thought with my confusion, it was loose VOWELS not bowels - I now realise Mr. Fibro has been robbing me of my vocabulary and clear thinking speech as well! Why, oh, why, does he want to torture us so badly? What did we ever do to this evil creature? I know, I know! - Oh, no I don't - I forgot - my short term memory is shot! No doubt robbed from us by Mr. Fibro - for some sick, twisted reason that only he will understand.
There's something missing from this scene - hmmm - I can just about recall - ah, yes I know! It's the REAL ME - and I've been missing for YEARS - Will I ever truly find the me that was - EVER again anytime soon? I hope and pray I do - Do YOU miss YOU?
Love to everyone,