slept most of today, havent slept properly at night for ages, so depressed, cant do anything anymore, fed up asking others to do things i want to do!! my back is killing me (seperate prob to fibro) cant hardly walk around my house its agony! kids keep playing up....especially my 5 year old daughter!! stuck in day after day, same routine same everything. taking my 2 kids to butlins in 5 weeks on my own for a week, im dreading it but looking forward to it if that makes sense? friends seem to drift away now, think their patience with fibro has ran out!! weight is gaining fast..looking like a hippo is this it? single lonely parent? is this it?