I have decided to get ready for bed, stick a film on in my room and take a tub of Ben & Jerrys frozen youghurt with me and just enjoy the film etc, then get an early night. The phones are off and my son has strict instructions to make sure the cats are in, to do those dishes and to lock up before he goes bed.
Tomorrow is another day and i may wake up more positive.
Thanks for all your support today and goodnite all!!