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[Sianc82]

I got nothing in me anymore to keep going. The pain I'm in I got so much wrong with Me as well as fibo I am in contact pain I can barley walk my arms and legs have to be strapped. I pee constantly no sleep. Im 40 and I honestly feel like just ending things I can't deal with it no more

[Hazel_Angelstar Administrator FMA UK Staff]

So sorry that you are struggling so much at the moment xxx

[Kitten-whiskers]

Good morning Sianc82, I'm so very sorry you feel like this, I know it may not feel like it now bit things can improve. I did and sometimes still have days where I need to go to the loo, for me it's irritable bladder - I use a product called Silicogel, its such a help. I have managed to reduce my pain and am medication free these days, I followed the advice of the book called muscle pain and fibromyalgia by Dr Leon Chaitow.

Please talk with people, don't go this journey alone, we are here to help and support you

Take care

Debs

[Tralialia]

Your feelings are so relatable...Dear...Just know that you are not alone in this. Have you tried infrared light therapy? I seem to feel better after infrared sauna, recently bought infrared light that I can use in my room, also far infrared poster that you can hang on the wall-it heats up objects in a room, gets rid of the mold and damp in the environment, and gives anti-inflammatory effect.

Also, have you heard of LDN treatment? There are reports of people having significant reduction of pain on this medication. I had a private prescription of this recently, been using it a few weeks now. I don't have any changes yet, neigther any side effects. But I was told it takes a few months to start feeling something, and need to increase the dose slowly. There is the while website about LDN and it's research

I just hope you don't give up, because you never know -maybe next day you feel better, or someone will give you an answer. And our emotional state significantly affects our pain levels, and fatigue levels. I also get sad, but try not to ponder on it for too long as it can drive me crazy. SENSE OF HUMOUR SAVES MY DAY IN MANY OCCASIONS. I hope you smile at least once a day because of someone, something, or just anything l. BIG HUG DARLING ❣️❣️❣️

[Ladygelf]

Hi Sianc82,

I understand totally how you feel. I have just requested a GP appointment because of the constant pain and fatigue, getting up to pee at night barely making it to the loo. This happens especially when I'm under a lot of stress and my whole body becomes unbalanced, on top of this, I've just had my PIP review letter come through and it has tipped me over the edge.

I hope by reading this you know you are not alone, please reach out to someone you can talk to.

LG x

[Fibrofog]

I feel for you, as I've been thinking about ending things. I also have various health conditions. And I'm 46.

[Sianc82]

Thank u all. Its just so hard. I am on 58 tablets a day. My life is stress after stress and I'm getting worse. I have tried to be strong for my boys but I can feel Myself giving up. X

[DoubleMalibu in reply to Sianc82]

I’m sorry to hear this Sianc82. I have had M.E for over 30yrs, had to give up my job in the travel industry because of it.

Then fibromyalgia & various other illnesses. Last 9mths had limited voice or none due to relux laryngitis I’ve just found out.

Had both my parents seriously ill in hosp the same time for 4mths, Dad never made it home & got mum out in time for his funeral. I was having to do 3hr drives weekly to see them in hospital.

My body was in such intense pain from the long hrs driving & visiting two wards several times a day, I felt physically sick my body was so sore, on top of the intense emotions of my parents health. Sometimes life is too much to deal with, especially when we suffer so much pain with fibromyalgia.

My children have kept me on this planet over the years, as they are a reason to live.

You have children who need you & they are your reason to survive.

Have you spoken to your Gp over your feelings?

I hope you seek help for your thoughts.

My best wishes to you

[Brigga]

Please don’t give up. Tell your GP about these feelings. You need more help. Be kind to yourself. People on here will always listen x

[Loobielu]

Wow hun, life is all up hill for you 😔. 58 tablets is a scary amount too. There is some good advice above and you're definitely not alone although I often feel like I am too so can understand how that feels. My kids certainly keep me going. Please don't give up. Keep reaching out. Gentle hugs xx

[Sianc82]

Thank u all for listening. I got so much to deal with its alot. I will speak my doctor thank you x

[Meditationlover in reply to Sianc82]

Hi, please continue to teach out on this site, we will all support u as best as we can. You ate not alone in this. Please make appointment to see your gp, there may be another suggestion in relation to help. Thinking of you, take care xxx