I am totally exhausted through 24/7 pain and lack of sleep, I get so tired sometimes that I've fallen asleep whilst actually eating a meal and also whilst holding a hot drink.
I've come to the conclusion that I just have to accept that my life is going to be like this. I have been in constant pain for at least 10 years and was diagnosed with Fibro 3 years ago. My GP has tried different meds (pre and post being diagnosed) without success, I've been on MST (120mg twice daily) for a couple of years with diclofenic and amitriptyline at night (which I only take when the tiredness has totally overwhelmed me) although I still do not have a pain free night I do go into a heavier sleep.
What had made a real difference to me was when I became a grandma last year, he makes me smile and gives me the will to keep going (sometimes I still cry and feel sorry for myself and probably always will).
But I am fortunate I have an understanding family and friends.