Last Monday, we buried my brother. On Wednesday, we buried a neighbour. Both had cancer and suffered incredible pain.
We all on here suffer bad pain, but are still alive and although we cannot do what we used to do, get frustrated and hate our bodies, we can watch our babies grow and develop into lovely parents.
I would have liked the time to get to know my brother, because we grew up as cousins and had no idea we shared the same father till last year when my mother died. We had planned a holiday together this summer. I am in very bad pain today and also very sad that I will not see J again, but I can see everyone else - he cannot.
We will all keep moaning on here about our issues (me included) and giving each other soft hugs, the pain in my heart will ease over time, our bodies will get more painful. Keep giving soft hugs and love to each other. I send them to you all right now. xx