Hi Lou here, bit of a moan but here we go. What is this strange illness the only thing I can read at the minute is that it is all in my head. This pain as you all know is horrendous, cant get out of the bed because my hurt so much, my feet are swollen along with my hands. Took my grandson out yesterday and 15 minutes in I was a mess in agony, as white as a sheet and my daughter (who is a nurse) was worried and we came home. Had my own business dog walking that's stopped, was a full time carer for my dad as well and he passed last yr. Life was hard but good, then one day I was dog walking and found I couldn't walk. The best way describe it is like having the worst hang over and crawling through mud at the same time. Sorry for the rant but how can this all be in my head.