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Hi out there that's how I felt going round and around in circles to be honest I don't think these "specialists" have got an igloo(clue)to what is going on I don't blame them because the nhs is on its knees my specialist gave me the right medication but told me to take serterline 50 mil in the morning and 50 mil at night witch was totally wrong I never slept for 5/6 weeks not really sure how long but I know I was on them for a good few weeks I was on the brink of ending it all just could not cope then I was told WRONG serterline gives you energy so no wonder ended up going to mental health now I am under them.My marriage is falling apart and I am trying to fight for my life now.There are still days I just can't get out of bed I'm in my sisters I love my sister but I don't want to live with her I want my life back and the wife's I just hope and pray we will make it I have been in touch with pals to ask to change my specialist and my doctors receptionist the lady in the mental health told me to do this so I have NOONE listens you become a Hampstead.TTFN

[spider555]

Sorry to hear that.

Does your sister can help?

[lolacat]

Sorry to hear you are feeling so awful. It really sounds like you should get your medication reviewed. Not clear from your post what relationship you have with your GP, but I would try them in the first instance.

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Hi out there my sister host came home from work so just run her a muscle relaxing bath and put my pillow in so she can have a bit of chill time. I've been having one of those up/down days my wife and I met last night to have a meal we both miss each other badly but it was an up/down night she doesn't know what's hit her but as I said neither have I so we talked about how we both felt and we cried and r to fight with methen talked and cried it was lovely to see her but she looks terrible puffy eyes and sad eyes I cried and I cried and said please fight with me we just stay in that bedroom I am dragging her down and she is dragging me down we are no good apart from each other together we can get threw this.I was getting manic(as the wife would say) so we phoned a cab and I left first so I gave her our sacred way we used to say. Love you and she smiled and waved to me.I felt really down so I took a demassipan my sister was on a sleep over last night so I just crashed out.Then at 11 30 this noise woke me up (the next door neighbour is having there path and drive in block paving) then my sisters spare room is being plasters for the grandkids when they stay(she has 3 gorgeous grand daughters)anyway I forgot all about him so when I was lying on the bed I kept hearing this noise so I went on the landing then the door opened and there was the lad standing there he had a white boiler suite on plaster all over him a white floppy hat and he had a beard well you can imagine 🚾😲😠😱😳👊🏼 he nearly jumped out of his skin 😀 but he's my nephews mate so it was ok I made him a cuppa and myself one the sugar spilt cos I was still shakeup 😀.

My sister has 2 boys one still lives with her and our other nephew from another brother lives her also and her husband only he had to work away due to not enough work were we live , her other son lives with his his family not to far from her . When she phoned me she told me the one who lives here was in hospital he has quince he couldn't swollen and it can be dangerous he's had it before he's been on a drip all day so my sister had to go and get him go back to work then go to the shops,and when she come in I made her a cuppa then she wanted to hoover so I told her oh no your not so I put the Hoover away and that's why she is in the bath( I felt like her big sis again)😀❤️ I told her how worried I am about her god she never stops and she has a heart murmur and she suffers with blood cots so I made her get a bath then rest on the bed so she's done as she's told😀I've told her to slow down before she drops its like everyone the same.SOZ might be back ARNOE SWARTAZNIGER TTFN

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Oh yer the wife phoned me and said she loves me and she is ready to fight for me now and herself(she still says it's all me🙄)never mind that's my wife and she's never going to change that because that's my wife and I ❤️❤️ so much and I miss her but I have to do this she understands so we are talking on the phone a bit more optimistic but scared as well.TTFN

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Hi out there just been to the Drs with the wife just on another roller coaster ride I'm waiting for the nut dr to phone me it turns out the locomotive dr is a nurse not a dr at all well she kept going on about my medication so the wife said we know all of this she needs something now she is manic😡🙃 then she cried and said yous are going to kill er she's back on that round about again we are not leaving here until something is done so the manager came in anyway just waiting for a phone call of the nut dr just give me something just to sleep for a few hours but no they can't take that decision WHY your my dr (well turns out she's a nurse so what's the point in that I no why cos it's cheaper than a dr the NHS is on its knees and no one seems to give a **** They are tearing us apart but I no we're going to be alright we had a good talk but we both agree it's too soon to come home but maybe soon I hope and pray were like salt and pepper or as the lad said Nevis and but head 😃we didn't no what he ment till we watched it 😂😂 we've been called loads the latest one is John and yoko cos we have just been in bed don't really no how long getting tired now TTFN

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Hi out there in our home tonight I'm downstairs and the wife is upstairs ******* gutted were texting each other I know we're going to make it because we love each other I can't live without her and she can't live without me it's hard these kids go on about these massive roller coaster are mad 😀come the extreme ride I've been on