I have a history of depression, anxiety and fibromyalgia, unfortunately have had to take a fair amount of time off work always covered by a doctors note. I lost my mother in July it was sudden and unexpected even though she was 88yrs old. This caused me to nosedive and have been off work since then, my depression is constant and my fibro has flared as well but this time the flare up hasn't subsided completely and the amount of pain I am experiencing daily is horrendous and I really cannot return to work at the moment. I have worked for the NHS for the past 10yrs and they have been sympathetic up until now, my next meeting will be with my boss and the manager of HR. I might be paranoid but am expecting them to terminate my employment as I am 60 next month. If they do what benefits will I be able to go for and will I be able to do this straight away as my NHS pension will be small? I cannot claim my state pension for another 6 years so money will be tight.