My doctor has no sympathy for my illness even though the specialist has put the fibro as something I suffer with. I can't get a blue badge even though I am unable to walk very far. Since quitting smoking 5 weeks ago my legs have got better, but the pain in my hands and back has become increasingly worse . I'm desperate for some support but feel like it's hopeless. Nowadays you can't just change your doctor you have to be in the duristiction, and most surgeries are connected to the other. My normal life I had has disappeared and I can't remember the last day I was without pain.