I have 2 kids and 3 dogs. I love animals. I worked with horses for many years then went into dog grooming and canine psychology.
I have had chronic pain for past 9 years after my 2nd C-section went wrong but few months ago got a Fibro diagnosis on top of that after changes in physical and mental health changed. Back under pain team to change the cocktail i currently have.
Feeling in limbo in life at the moment as having a flare up and a reality check as to whats happening. Trying to pace and do things but its really had at the moment. I don't understand the system either. I have always worked and tried. I get DLA and was getting EESA now they tell me I have to go for Job seekers. I want to laugh and cry because if i could i would but somedays my legs wont work and i cant move. I know im not alone but feel like hitting head on a wall as the system doesn't seem to fit me in.
On a positive I try to work with what i have and find ways around whats hard. Trying is definitely me :D. Still not sure what to write here and feel like im waffling on