Hello fibro family.
I haven't been on here for a long while! I really miss the support.
For the last couple of months I have been trying to get my life in order and concentrate on me and my family and the work situation. I didn't have much energy to concentrate on to many things.
My sister had been hospitalised and my mother is suffering with other health problems and a death on my partners side of the family. It all happens at once doesn't it?
I have been coping (just about) and tried to just get on with things. Unfortunately this last week has been horrific and i've tried to hid the pain I have been in. I am extremely upset with work, as all I have done is try my best and been killing myself in the process. Last week I has a meeting and was told that basically, if I cannot go faster (even though i'm doing my job 100% correct) I will be moved and have to start all over again. I know there isn't any more options for me concerning work, so I could be let go. The same thing that I was facing before I went back to work. I feel like my efforts were for nothing.
I have also been to the doctors again and again. Still nothing, other than being told I need an eye test again. Even though I have had 3! What good is that diagnosis Fibro? which all doctors agree is the diagnosis but will not diagnose me with?
Honestly feel like giving up altogether but I know that is very silly, so I won't. I have been wondering how everyone is. I wish this could of been a nicer message but unfortunately it really is not.
Love me x