I have an appointment with a rheumatologist in march and thought I would list all my symptoms as I get nervous and forget things but the list is so long even I am starting to think I'm a hypochondriac!!! I'm getting really nervous that he isn't going to believe me! I live in pain all the time but because I look fine I get a wall of disbelieving people one person close to me who should be supportive has even said recently "oh here she goes again!" When I've had the nerve to actually express my pain! I feel like I've got to suffer in silence for the rest of my life.