I came home on monad but unfortunately I had to return to work the next day, I was too scared to take time off for being unwell as my job is working on the bank, which means no contract which equals no sick pay. I was having a flare up of my UC. Also I was too worried they would find a replacement for me. So with new medication in bag off to work I go.
Still having to take Movican and Lactulose daily now all the time I use morphine patches and codeine as it's making my bowels too slow. I suffer from ulcerative colitis/Crohns Disease as well as 18/18 points of fibromyalgia
I'm in a bit of a state, and now my sleep pattern is well and truly messed up. The hospital never had the correct thyroid medication so I was 25mcg short for the 3 days I was in hospital and also the fact they stopped my pain relief is now taking its toll. Been to my GP who by the way is absolutely brilliant. She is right behind me all the way, totally understands fibromyalgia and has increased my pain patches by another 12g.
Sorry to be so down and grey, fingers crossed with the weekend off work I can try and re-train my body to sleep and stay asleep.
Hugs to all fibro friends on this rainy day.