Hi my fibro fiends,
After my last post, thought I'd let you know how I've been doing. Heartbroken and bemused about everything my relationship break up, and the feeling of awakening from the worst 6 months of my life . The illness took over and I lost all hope of ever picking up. My health started to pick up and my relationship broke down. I have felt a bit better well enough to have a garden party with my nexdoor neighbour and so much enjoyed it . Had a full weekend with support and constant chit chat with my friends. The ex came round Friday like you guys thought he would i saw through him and felt elevated for knowing that and no I never went wobberly and gave into my feelings I just smiled and got through it. After I had my full weekend I feel great , and no longer alone. I can't listen to my ipod that's full of his music, lay on his side of the bed, or watch the programmes we used to enjoy together, but I can sleep eat and didn't wake up thinking of him this morning . Which is a really big bonus. I was beggining to think to myself, maybes I will die from a broken heart if I can't get any sleep . But I'm good now. Thanks everyone , your posts actually kept me strong and kept me going, you have no idea how much strength it gave me. Your all a super lot and I don't think I could feel as good as I do right now without you.
This site has been a tower of support in all ways thanks everyone x x