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after all that of ohss good number of eggs. Nothing has made day 5. And now just numb feeling of all the loss.

Can’t imagine life without baby. Though have one last embryo - struggling to have hope on that one too !

I feel so lost. I know there is no way to find out why me ! So many got blessed through various treatment but why not me!

My sister had only one egg and with IUI first time she was blessed with beautiful baby girl.

my the brother and sister they were blessed with baby in the same year! I tried to be optimistic and somehow able to convince my husband to pay for yet another cycle.

But back to zero- haven’t seen family in last three years - and I can’t go now either- don’t have courage to see them! All the family members either pity or have suggestions do that adopt etc!

It’s so painful!!

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Skittles11

Hi KatyaReally sorry to hear your news. I can relate as I've had multiple IVF cycles and no success. It is devastating and totally consumes you and it is so difficult when loved ones around you are all set up with their families. It is very painful when we don't know what the future holds for us. All I can say is you are fighting a horrific battle and I hope you get there, maybe when you have your debrief with your clinic there will be other things they can try. Sometimes a second opinion from another clinic is also worth doing to see if they have other suggestions or ideas xx

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Anxiousintrovert

you have one embryo left, who’s to say this bean won’t be sticky? I was also down to the very last embryo and practically lost all hope. But it surprised me helluva lot with a BFP. Don’t lose hope. Sending hugs

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DianeArnoldPartnerNurseFertility Network UK

Hi Katya. Perhaps a hysteroscopy will check all ok in the womb. Maybe check inside of Fallopian tubes for blockage in case any excess lubrication migh prevent a developing embryo from implanting. Keep any support you have around you. Perhaps a different protocol may help, I don’t know, but I do wish you well with whatever you try. Diane

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Katya22 in reply to DianeArnold

Hi DianeArnold

I did have hysteroscopy, they checked tubes - all were okay. This was after first failed cycle. After s cons cycle it was painful so endometriosis scar tissue were removed in another procedure.

Other blood test and husband all came normal Except The only thing is my age so my care team says it’s numbers game for me.

Though not sure how many cycles require for one successful pregnancy live birth!

Thanks

xx

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