Nothing there at 7 week scan. Completley numb

[Kitca]

I dont know why im writing this really. Just got back and nothing there, lovely womb lining but no little one. I have to go to early pregnancy at 3.30 as im still showing pregnant on a pregnancy test but the clinic were pretty confident there was nothing in the wrong or right place. This was our last embryo on ice no more left so it will be starting from the beginning when i was just starting to hope it would be the last time . This is our 2nd miscarriage first was harrowing as had heartbeat and then didnt . I dont know whats worse. Nurse at the clinic said to stop all meds so im just hoping this gets over and done quick. Im sorry its not a positive post and i don't know why im writing it. All i feel is numb and then a physical rage . Im sorry for anyone that is on this journey its cruel.

[Millbanks]

Sending you lots of love. Xxx

[JA-fnuk Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

So sorry to hear this - make sure you have people around you who can support you at this difficult time. Keep talking to your OH as well

Sending a big hug to you both

Janet

[ki50]

I'm so sorry Kitca, I went through this last year so understand the anguish and devastation. The EPU made me do HCG tests a couple of weeks apart to make sure it was falling and not an ectopic, I had started spotting a couple of days before the scan but once I stopped the meds I started bleeding pretty quickly and didn't need any intervention. I don't think either way is less painful sadly, sending you love and if it helps to talk I'm happy for you to pm me x

[Kitca in reply to ki50]

Thank you, just finished at hospital they took bloods and said may want to repear in 48hours depending on level. Im sorry you went through this too im sorry any of us have to. Xxx i may take you up on the pm offer thank you xxx

[Redsequin]

I'm so so so sorry you're having to go through this a second time, Kitca. Please don't feel you need to say sorry for writing a "negative" post; this forum is a safe space for expressing your feelings whenever you feel it might help a little and we're here for you.

Hope you have loved ones looking after you at this time. Sending hugs xxx

[Elmo13]

I’m so sorry Kitca. Sending love. Xx

[butterfliez]

I am very sorry to hear this, after you have suffered a previous miscarriage and now this one it is truly heartbreaking. sending you strength at this difficult time xx

[sj482]

I’m so sorry I had nothing there at the beginning of the year and can appreciate the heartbreak. I went through another egg collection and fet and I am now 9 weeks tomorrow so there is hope!!

[Chantysal]

im so sorry to hear this, its so hard to have hope and then all being shattered , ur strong and will get back to it much stronger and hopefully your net cycle will be the one. sending u love

[Chasing123]

This journey is just so cruel. I had the same happen to me, more than one miscarriage with IVF is so so so hard. I’m thinking of you

[hifer]

I’m so sorry to read this. Just devastating. I had 2 miscarriages where we had the heartbeat and lost it too. I know that’s not your experience this time round but just to know that you’re in company of people that know your pain. Xx

[Hoping20]

I am so sorry you are going through this. It is a heartache like no other. The numbness and rage are completely natural - you will go through lots of different emotions. Please try to be kind to yourself and look after yourself whichever way you can. I really hope you have some support around you right now. Thinking of you today x

[helodie]

I’m so sorry Kitca - please do write whatever you need to, we are here for you xxx

[Kitca]

Thank you everyone. I have been up since 3, my kitchen is very clean even cleaned the oven. I dont know what to do with myself really but please know your words mean so much and im so grateful for them xxx

[Hoping20 in reply to Kitca]

bless you💗

[ButtercupGarden]

I'm so sorry. I had a devastating 7 week scan too. It's totally heartbreaking. Sending love xxx

[nT455]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss! Sending a big virtual hug! Xx

[yep586]

I’m really sorry to hear that. Please take your time and start again when you’re ready (I know it’s easier said than done). I felt like you after multiple miscarriages and a termination at 12 weeks and I was also numb. Try to stay positive that’s the only thing that helped me and it worked 5th time. Sending you love ❤️

[MagsGK]

H lovely, I feel your pain. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I just had my second misscariage a couple of weeks ago. Same story as yours. 6 weeks, pregnant, but bleeding a lot and turns out little one way too small. Been sent of to EPU and been scared as hell as they couldn't rule out an ectopic pregnancy. I've done 5 eggs collections and 5 transfers which 2 were positive and misscarried on both occasions.

I want to give you good vibes but I'm on the same boat and down 😢

I guess we need to have hope...without hope we have nothing x