HCG 38 at 9DP5DT , I am out again

[JBell1987]

after visibly positive test results at 7DP5DT i tested again this morning before leaving for my blood tests this morning and there wasn’t much progression . My fears were confirmed my HCG is only 38 at 9DP5DT I’ve to go back in 7 days for repeat bloods but know myself I will start bleeding between now and then. My first transfer resulted in my now two year old little boy and I’ve had 4 frozen transfers now 2 Chemical and 2 BFN. One frozen blast left . I feel so grateful for my little boy but I’m longing for just one more . Why is this journey so cruel at times 😭😭😭

[Blueberry211]

I am currently miscarrying so I know exactly how you feel. I am so sorry you re going through this.

[JBell1987 in reply to Blueberry211]

I am sending you so much love and strength I feel really crushed this time . Your joy is just snatched away in an instant 💔. We will get there we just need to keep going . You don’t feel any hope just now but we will pick ourselves up and keep the faith . Our day will come ❤️❤️🙏

[Blueberry211 in reply to JBell1987]

exactly- snatched away. Worst feeling ever