Crazy 2ww and ...what a day ...

[Olivia1980xxx]

My transfer was last Saturday...and now I’m trying to keep my self positive which we all know how hard is those 2ww ... on top of that my sis in low announce to us showing pregnancy test that she is in early pregnancy...and that going to be her 3rd one .

Of course I was happy..I’m happy...but I felt bit upset when my brother in low with happy face without even thinking before...ask ...when we gonna have another one ... No one know that we going through fertility treatments...but they know that I got only one tube and is not easy...

How I’m going to survive till my OTD which is on Wednesday....????😔😔

[Ajplus1]

I’m sorry to hear this hun. Similar thing happened to me during my TWW this time around. My friend told me she was pregnant without even trying! She was on the pill!

Hang in there, you’ve got this! Sending you lots of love and positive vibes until beta day xx

[Olivia1980xxx in reply to Ajplus1]

Massive congratulations hun on your BFP😃

This time I only had one embryo transfer 5AA my other 3 embryos grade C they said they don’t recommend freezing.

We got only few days till OTD and after 2day I’m completely lost...my hubby saying try not to think but it doesn’t work like that ... easy come all 3 times to her and instead wait bit longer to announce she has to rub in my face which she is in her early Days only ....

Thank u baby for positive vibes and massive congrats 🙏xxx

[Ajplus1 in reply to Olivia1980xxx]

Thank you lovely, hopefully my beta in the morning is good news.

I had a 5AB and C transferred as they weren’t going to freeze the C.

Hang in there, you’ve got this ❤️

[TStark]

I have been through this type of emotional hell. It’s okay to feel what you are feeling from inside.

One of our friends was very close to us so We shared my miscarriage news with them because people say talking helps... after few months I found out the wife was hiding from me at a party because she was pregnant and she didn’t want me to know about it until they have baby. I had cried whole night .. getting over the miscarriage and then this treatment from people who thought I might be some sort of bad luck because I had a miscarriage. It’s been 3 years but I still cannot forget that incident.

God help me!

[Olivia1980xxx in reply to TStark]

I’m so sorry hun for your miscarriage.

My husband said for some people come easy and if they didn’t go through any difficulty they not gonna understand how the ones who dose feels.

Around 6 years ago when we first find out that we cannot conceived naturally because my both tubes where blocked and I need operation to repair one and other removed they knew ...she knew I need to go through all that and knowing this she rubbed in my face she is in her early days of pregnancy...only 3days before my operation...

I remember driving to hospital and texting her not to “Say” everything to both us parents in low...and instead replay to me she was busy buying more pregnancy tests.

I was scared...I never had operation before I never went through something like that...and in top of that later on that day when they all come to see me in hospital she had her hair done smiling from ear to ear ...saying “oh by do way do u want me to tell her (mum in low)what is with u ? ( they speak her language)...that was her only concern ...not how I feel or I need her support when I was on way to hospital...

This time she said ..oh don’t worry u gonna have after me like u did after my first one...

I couldn’t sleep all night and I wake up with this anger in me ...with no hope for me that this time will work...and my baby girl will only ever have cousins...but not siblings 😔

I know how u feel hun and is horrible what she did to u and we may forgive eventually...but we never gonna forget... 😔😔xxx