Frustrated!!! Need help

[Noama]

Iam 9 days late and iam still getting faint lines but they are getting darker. I took blood test on 8th May and it came out to be 21.6 i.e., positive. And I went to doctor today they again did my urine test. And it was faint line I will post the pic. She just threw out that test and said no no it is not positive. Test again after 1 week. Iam literally frustrated right now. I know line is a line. But the behaviour she had with me is totally torturing me from inside. Since the doctor has said those words iam like may be she is right. May be it is not positive. My mind is full of negative thoughts right now. Iam veri much stressed right now. I know I should not take stress but my mind is not in my control.plzz help !!!!!

[Hidden]

Hi Noama. Im sorry you going through this. We all went through this because we want something very badly.

My clinic uses this test and if within 5 minute there is no line they will tell you its negative. I didnt want to believe that but they were right in the end in my case.

Did you keep this test or was this straight away? I hope ofcourse that your levels will rise xx

[Noama in reply to Hidden]

This result is within 5 minutes'

[Hidden in reply to Noama]

Aww im sorry you dont have a stronger line. I hope you will have a better line soon? My clinic doesnt do blood tests but maybe you can ask for one in a few days time? X

[Noama in reply to Hidden]

In Sha Allah . Yes I think I should wait for couple of days. Iam thinking of giving some charity to some poor rather than spending lots of money on tests so that God accept my charity. After all he alone is the protector of my baby no matter how hard I try. If I please him by doing good deeds, he surely won't disappoint me. This baby is indeed a miracle for me , a gift from Allah. I was trying for baby since 5 years and this happened to me with literally no medicines. I just prayed prayed and prayed to God. I repented from my sins and he accepted and gave me this surprise gift. There is nothing hard for God to create and this is such a small thing I trust I believe and he will surely protect my baby in Sha Allah. Everything happens for a reason. And I think today this happened to me just to realize Allah's blessings on me. Alhamdulillah barakallah. Sorry for the long essay. These words came from my heart and it soothed me. I put my heart out infront of you.

[Hidden in reply to Noama]

God bless you and everyone here with a baby. Praying for you that your wish comes true. Keep the faith x

[Noama in reply to Hidden]

In Sha Allah. Thanks alot. Will keep you all updated in Sha Allah

[Alisha79 in reply to Noama]

InshaAllah it will be a positive and u will have ur baby

[Noama in reply to Alisha79]

In Sha Allah remember me in your prayers

[Jennah20 in reply to Noama]

hi i am sorry for what you been through now,i suggest you to use digital clear blue one it will say if your pregnant and it how many weeks your pregnant,i had the same first faint line and the doctor said negative and when i took a test for hcg it was possitive and then i used the digital clear blue and it was possitive ...dont stress too much take a test again so you will see the baby is there😃

[Sandyels]

Hi Noama,

I looked at your previous pictures and to me it seems the line is getting stronger. In the first picture I cannot see a line at all and here it is clear. So perhaps you can be cautiously hopeful. Having said that your hcg is low, but still within the range if I’ve understood it correctly.

I know it is a very stressful time for you when you grapple with a mixture of hope, worry and fear. I would just wait a week and check again then as the doctor said.

Hopefully it will turn out well for you!

[Noama in reply to Sandyels]

Alhamdulillah. Yes I think I should rather focus on this blessing rather than overthinking. Atleast I can see a line which I was waiting for 5 years. Alhamdulillah atlast I got it after a lot of prayers and repentance. May Allah protect it.

[KiboXX]

I definitely think this is a darker line than your previous post. Yes it’s still not a strong line but I can see progression so don’t give up hope just yet. Try again in a few days xx

[Noama in reply to KiboXX]

Yup I think I should wait but this waiting period is so hard it's a testing for me. But iam happy the line still exist and it's getting stronger Alhamdulillah.

[AnnieAnnie]

Are you able to have another hcg test to see whether your numbers are increasing? I can see the line for sure. If your numbers have increased from 21.6 that's a good sign. Hang in there and good luck xx

[Noama in reply to AnnieAnnie]

Yup iam looking forward to it. I think I don't have that much courage to take a blood test.

[AnnieAnnie in reply to Noama]

I understand. Maybe see how the home test goes in a day or two and if you are no further forward, maybe look into getting a hcg test. It is likely to drive you crazy being uncertain especially with how your doctor acted. 🤞 for you xx

[Noama in reply to AnnieAnnie]

Yes. In Sha Allah I will go for blood test

[Aprajita229]

Hi Noama,

According to me I am sure that it is positive however light the line is.. You arr correct to say that line is a line. And the hcg level you have in blood shows its positive. Anything above 5 is considered positive. You please don't stress yourself. This is the devel that will harm you at present. This can lead to something wrong for you. The best thing to do now is to change your doctor. She is cruel with her profession to say that to you. Rest all will be fine.. God bless you with a healthy child.. lots of love..😘

[Noama]

Yes you are absolutely right. I shoul not stress myself out. I was really happy to see the blood results. The way she reacted that disappointed me alot. Since yesterday I am praying alot. I know every thing is correct the only worry I had was why my line is not getting darker fast even after 9 days late. But I realised everything happens for a reason and In my case it happend to me to trust God completely not the humans.

[Hidden in reply to Noama]

Why don't you just order clear blue??

[Noama in reply to Hidden]

We don't have clear blue available here. Neither available online

[Hidden in reply to Noama]

Which country u in?

[Noama in reply to Hidden]

India

[Alisha79]

Hi,I hope ur ok. Just checking everything is ok with u?