Tomorrow I go to my clinic for a pregnancy test.
I’m finding it hard to be positive, as last time we went through this I had lots of early pregnancy symptoms, and a faint line on the test strip, leading to an empty sac on the scan.
This time, not many symptoms... should I even be fooling myself that there will be any line whatsoever on the test strip?! Or should I wipe the slate clean, try not to compare?!
My mind is in overdrive. I’m looking for hope and reassurance from every slight twinge in my body.
Oh god, I’m loosing my mind. Could really do with a rum on the rocks right now.