So desperate.

[Bluelady-sing]

Feel like I am never going to be a mum

[Angels2us]

I feel exactly the same, sorry know it's not helping you if you need to talk I always here xxxx

[Milly2408]

I can relate to this so much, it is a truly horrible feeling and worry. All I can say is to talk to people you are close to and us on here too if you feel you want to. Support has really helped me deal with the feelings around it.

I know myself that nothing anyone says can help with the feeling of possibly never being a parent. So, I'm not going to say any of that. I just really hope you are OK...

[Luna_79]

Hey blue lady , can totally relate, some days I start to resign myself to that I maybe won’t be, then I see a baby and get such an aching for it to be me that I can’t give up hope just yet. We have one 3AC embryo frozen and after speaking to the consultant. Who won’t change anything they did last time for next time I don’t hold much hope when the 5aa One didn’t work. I’m 40 but I think realistically by the time all the corona virus is over I’ll easily be 41 and hope just is slipping away - but one way or another I know I’ll be a mummy it may not be how I hoped - with my own egg or even by carrying a donar, or something I had previously ruled out maybe adoption. We have so much love to give to a child thst I simply can’t imagine not having one in our lives. I truly hope you get your rainbow honey , don’t lose faith - hopefully those clinics will start to offer treatments again soon and we can all move forward again xx

[Hartley1]

Please don't give up hope...we are in our 11th yr of marriage...and it only just happened for us. I think I was close to giving up...really got me down...my hubby was like last try and I was thinking if not here I'll go to another country (forgetting money was not overflowing)...it's early days for us but I pray you'll be there soon. If you dont mind me asking what have you tried so far? X

[Bluelady-sing]

Nothing I have pcos and submuciod fibriod I need to see a fertility doctor first. My gp is rubbish

[crisps88]

I’m so sorry you feel like this darling. Be kind to yourself you’re doing all you can ans one day it will happen for you I know easier said than done but keep believing as hard it is xxxxx