Well this is shit. Don't understand this at all. Was quietly confident about getting a positive result all the way up until yesterday when the spotting was still happening. This morning - negative test result and bleeding. No chance of come back from that. It's negative. Very negative.
With all the positives recently, too, I thought I was going to be one of those. I've been trying for a baby since my 20s, healthy, no major specific issues. I just really don't understand what I'm supposed to do. Far in the future when we're allowed back to fertility clinics, I will be asking my clinic to do more testing in to why it's not implanting these last three cycles. My first one implanted just fine.
Very distraught, as you can imagine. Was fine being in lockdown when I was protecting my embryo, but now lockdown is probably going to be awful. Although, will be useful for not seeing colleagues and staying in and crying.
To top it off I have a Stork delivery of drugs coming later to keep me topped up in case I was pregnant.