Hi, finally I dared test it and I am 7dp5dt the result is negative. Official date to test is a week after.
Although I would continue medicine as prescribed till ODT, but
I felt it better to know earlier, I didn't melt down at all. May be I tested before more hope was built on, may be for the next week I would do better with no hope at all and that wouldn't hurt me more I'd I got a negative again.
I had mild twinges and cramps in abdomen and ignored them completely, and having very sour painful breasts throughout. And I was right to say to myself on these signs that "my body! You are liar, stop befooling me through these signs! I am not gonna believe you until positive result"
I think I am standing in front of myself arguing, denying any fake hopes, fighting with myself to keep it on track.... Perhaps I have built kind of safety mechanism to cope in case anything else happens!!!!
This was two embryos put back in, also it was third try with one fresh transfer and two FET... This one being second FET.
From now on, I am giving me a lesson "stay strong, stay strong, stay strong......"