Still scared

[Linzmm78]

This is our first follow up after losing all my eggs from pre chemo and a failed transfer of the only remaining egg at Xmas, our follow up seems so far after all that trauma and scared of dragging it all back up for them just to tell me it failed.... I know I was there I had to endure it! It’s left such a mental scar on me.

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Hi I hope your appointment goes well! X

[Tugsgirl]

What you’ve been through sounds incredibly harsh. Wishing you all the best xx

[ttcemmie]

Sorry to hear about journey Linzmm78. Can't imagine how tough that has been to go through. What is your follow up for? What are you hoping to get out of it?

[Linzmm78]

Well they were unsure why my pre chemo eggs didn’t work they were the best bet, but they sounded very promising that my AMH and FSH levels are good my periods are regular and they think a last chance on trying to retrieve my own eggs would be possible they can’t say what the quality would be after all the chemo and my age of now 41. Two years it took for them to defrost my eggs in December..... I got told at the end of the 1 review and more bloods that oh you no longer meet criteria I get the one funded go now and that was it in November if we pay £4020 we can go ahead! Our hearts sank we don’t have that money if I haven’t been through enough! If I hadn’t taken so long to get this all going! I’m angry cry.... so that is it it comes down to money and with that last hope is gone.

[Picalilli99 in reply to Linzmm78]

I’m so sorry that you are in this position. It is not surprising you feel angry, it all sounds so unfair. Sending you big hugs xxx