Day after hysteroscopy

[Hopeandhell]

Hi all, had my hysteroscopy yesterday, and I must admit the GA has really taken its toll on me this time. The consultant found numerous polyps which makes sense as to why I was bleeding so so much and had messed up cycles. He said they can just occur when I asked why I’d had them. He’s taken them out and they are to be biopsied. I should get the results in the new year. He’s also put mirena coil in to increase the progesterone in my womb and to stop adhesions from occurring (did this the last time and I got pregnant two moths after it was removed via IVF). I’m hoping to take a few months to recuperate and lose weight. I’ve come to a point where I’ve accepted that my baby is gone but need to be healthy so I can have a sibling one day. Today has been so so hard as it’s coming up to a year( she was born on the 6th of January) and I keep sobbing about where we were last year and where we are now. I had twenty four days with her and I’m so grateful for it but can’t help feeling the way I do. I miss her so so much. I’m hopeful that the rest and getting my health back on track will help.

[RhinoCat]

Awh such a tough time of year for you . Hopefully you aren’t in too much pain physically and back to yourself in a few days. Positives: the old polyps are all gone now so after a bit of healing time you’ll be good to go. Rest up and look after yourself. Hope you get some space to allow yourself to ‘feel’. You’ve had the toughest year ever . Praying 2020 turns a corner and that brighter days come your way. Massive hug to you . I’m having a wee sniffle on your behalf. I read a quote a while back about the storms of life .... it went something like this...... even after the worst / toughest day ...... there may come a lovely sunset . Hold tight, .... THIS TOO WILL PASS. x

[Hopeandhell in reply to RhinoCat]

That’s a lovely message. I’m working my way through the pain. Sending love and prayers for you too x

[MontsJ]

This must be so very sad for you to have to relive in your mind over and over again. Your pain is shared by many though I’m sure you feel very alone when you think of your loss. I hope that times eases the sadness you still feel, it’ll never go away but hopefully become more of a background feeling rather than the mountain that it is still now. Rest up until you feel better, focusing on letting yourself recover and be as healthy as you can is a good plan, we always need a plan to carry on and keep some hope that the future will be better! Sending you a big squeezey hug X

[Hopeandhell in reply to MontsJ]

That’s really kind. Thank you x