Feeling absolutely heartbroken and numb today. Today’s our OTD (9dp5dt) and sadly it’s a BFN. This was our 4th fresh cycle and we had 2 early blastocysts transferred. They weren’t the best quality and much worse than our previous cycles. This cycle was pretty difficult with multiple problems throughout the stimming process. I’m just feeling so depressed and disappointed but not surprised it didn’t take this time.
Will need to take some time to process this and then to consider options from here. Previously I thought this would be our last round as the difficult journey has just taken such a toll on us over the past 6 years. Now I’m not sure?!?
Today though I will just treat myself and let the tears flow. 😢
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Sending you huge hugs sounds like you had an ongoing tough journey. It’s so hard I can’t even begin to know how it must feel after 6 rounds 😢. Sending you lots of love, stay strong xxx
I’m so sorry this cycle hasn’t worked for you. Repeated cycle failure takes a lot out of you (I understand as we are also on our 4th fresh cycle). Like you say take some time to look after yourself and heal before you make any decisions about the future. Sending you love and hugs xx
Oh love. I’m amazed 9dp is OTD. Did you do a FRER test? If I had done a standard test at 9dp with my successful live birth then I’d have been negative. I do not want to give false hope but is it worth another test? Perhaps you had blood test? Xxxx
I’m so sorry this round hasn’t worked out. Absolutely heart breaking, it’s just not fair 😭 Do take the time to grieve and think about what you’d like to do next whatever that may be. Let the chocolate, booze, unpasteurised cheese and hot baths sooth your battered heart.
My 3 rounds have followed a similar track to yours so far, we’re not done with ivf just yet but haven’t yet figured out when to start fresh cycle #4, how does one figure out if you’ve got the strength to go again??? Hopefully I’ll figure that one out soon. In the meantime I’m sending massive hugs to you, look after yourself xx
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OTD 13dp5dt BFN
BFN - heartbroken 😢
OTD.....BFN 
OTD - BFN
OTD - definitive negative result 
