Apologies for the rant below but .....
Today has been a shit day:
1) it’s been a year since we buried my nana who was my best friend
2) I accidentally found out my best friend is pregnant ( I used her amazon account for something and she had left pregnancy things in her basket that she’s forgotten about.)
3) I was three weeks late showing some early signs of what I hoped beyond Hope was pregnancy it I started a ridiculously heavy period 2 nights ago. The cramps have been awful and so heavy.
So all in all I feel awful. Just needed to share with people who understand. My friends just don’t get why would they? They all have babies and fell pregnant easy. They can’t imagine what ttc for 5 years been told <1% chance naturally means and not being viable for NHS funding and not being able to afford private.