FET cycle cancelled

So ten weeks after starting and set back after set back our cancel has been cancelled..... I don't know how I feel to be honest. This cycle has never went well since my first scan and in a way I'm glad we can draw a line under this so we can at least move on but at the same time I feel completely empty that the last ten weeks of stress, worry and appointments has been for nothing.

Today is our 5th wedding anniversary, we should be happy but all I can think is that we are no further forward to having a baby after all this time.

Think it's time to have a break for a couple of weeks until we start again in November.

Thank you to everyone who has been there for me it really has helped.

xxx

[GiantPanda]

So sorry Laura. You must feel so disappointed. I hope you can do something nice tonight - not a celebration, but maybe a 'thanksgiving' for each other (to borrow from the USA). The break might do you good physically and emotionally and you can come out fighting in November. Xxx

[Cinderella5]

Ahhhh Im so sorry to hear that Laura, having been there is really awful when things dont do to plan! However as you say, it is always better to know where you are. I really hope you can both pick yourselves up and enjoy a little down time and be ready to go again in November.xx

[genten]

Sorry to hear that your cycle has been cancelled. It's such a stressful time.

I know what you mean when you say you're no further forward. I feel the same, lots of time has passed since we've been trying but I know that one day we will get there and you will too.

Take this time and recoup before you start again.

Hoping the next cycle is much kinder to you.

Xxx

[Tugsgirl]

I’m sorry Laura. So frustrating for you. Hopefully we can be cycle buddies in November.. Try to enjoy your anniversary xx

[Mifkipi]

Oh no I'm so sorry to hear this :(. Have a small glass of bubbles and make the most out of your anniversary. Rest up for your next cycle x

[Waterfall2]

I know how you feel, my FET was recently cancelled due to thin lining the same reason my fresh transfer was cancelled in May. It's upsetting and frustrating. I feel that I am failing before I even start. I can't even make it to the dreadful but wonderful tww.

The advice I am trying to follow is, don't dwell on what could have been. I have to stop myself from thinking thing like 'this should be my TWW' or 'I'd be xx weeks pregnant by now' I just upsets me.

Equally I am trying to be positive about starting again but not getting to far ahead of myself.

I am focusing on small positives everyday. Some lovely ladies are posting their positive stories, which is really helping me.

Just take care of yourself, relax and hopefully you'll be starting again before you know it. X

[KiraJean]

Oh Laura, I am so sorry to hear this. I know how long you have waited and how frustrating it is to be delayed and delayed in this process. I hope that your feeling a little better today and that you have got a chance to take it easy and to take care of yourself. November will come sooner than you expect and I will be crossing all my fingers and toes for your and your husband. Thinking of you xxx

[Hidden]

Thanks everyone, we were both so gutted and honestly didn't anticipate this would happen, I was absolutely gutted. We've had a nice week off work together and now back to normal today. I still feel a bit sad about it but time to get my big girl pants back on and just get on with it lol. Hope you're all well xxx