After much consideration and some time to more fully process, we've decided to move forward with our October start date. If all goes well, we'll be doing freeze all with our first frozen transfer in December. Below is a description of how I'm feeling at the moment:
I have this overwhelming feeling that this is it. This is what I've been waiting for. I'm standing outside a door and all I know for sure is it isn't going to be easy. I'm staring at the door and I know I'm meant to go through it. I don't know what's waiting for me on the other side, but I want to go in and see. I'm afraid, but I'm also so unbelievably hopeful.