I retested and it was negative. We have another go but we have 4 weddings and a holiday in August/ September. I want a break and be able to have a drink and forget about it all for a while but feel extremely guilty about drinking. I haven't felt myself for a long time, my husband and I are a very socialable couple and this has been on hold for so long. I know lots of women don't drink inbewteen cycles but I feel I need to give myself a break from it all. Does anyone have any words of wisdom?