Not really fertility related but just needed somewhere to vent....for those of you who follow me or who have read my posts you will know I’ve had a rough7 months.
In November I lost my mom to secondary breast cancer, I was so heartbroken and still can’t believe she is actually gone. Just before she died my own dad decided he never wanted to speak to me ever again. My Xmas that year wasn’t exactly the best but I went into the new year trying to be positive (as much as I could) I went back to work in the new year to find out the company was going into liquidation and I was losing my job. Luckily enough I managed to transfer over to another company and my job was safe (after weeks of worry) my OH also did a second round of IVF which resulted in BFP, only then to be told at our scan that we weren’t successful and I had surgery to remove the sac. We were heartbroken, I still am and still struggle to cope. We were lucky enough to have a 2 week holiday in Florida and had the best time, we finally had a chance to forget all the bad things for a bit and be us again. I returned to work last week ready to start my training and settle into my new role....only to then be dismissed and told I wasn’t doing my job. I had no training and no support from my manager so I am in the process of claiming unfair dismissal. Being dismissed from a job sounds like I am an awful worker who doesn’t do their job properly but that is the opposite of what I am. I take pride in my work and doing things to the best of my ability. This manager judged me right from when I transferred over and never gave me a chance. So now I am unemployed and feel like I have nothing.
It’s been 7 months and there’s just been one thing after another, I’m just waiting for something else to go wrong and knock me down even further
Sorry for the rant but this group is helping me let off steam x
Does it ever get any easier 😢
Zero fertilisation 
Will it ever happen for us 😔
Advice - seriously considering giving up work 
