Today has hit me really hard. My OTD is this Sunday but my period has been and gone so i am confident it hasn't worked. I am coming to the end of my degree and today was looking for jobs in my area (special needs childminding) I had always wanted to work from home mainly to have time for my longed for family and to help children with difficulties. When looking at the jobs I noticed a lot of the parents were my age and I just felt so sad that they would be bringing their children to me yet I've not achieved something I have always wanted at our age. I now feel like my degree is wasted and that I have no idea what I want to do I don't even know if I can face working with children and seeing parents acheive this.
I am going to phone my clinic for counciling on Monday just to see if it helps and will hopefully help in the FET .