I don't even know where to turn. I started writing a blog type letter for our families to read when we got our BFP and to explain the journey we have embarked on.
I have just sat here and read it and I feel so gutted that our first cycle didn't work. Reading one section has made me feel so sad.... "That was fine, we had 1 and only need 1 to make a baby. In the stirrups I went, the hatch opened to the lab, our embryo was on the screen, it was pulled into a catheter and passed through the hatch to our doctor and in it went. Done. I was now officially PUPO (pregnant until proven otherwise).
It was the most surreal experiences of our lives. It was magic. We were pregnant. We have our baby in me right now, growing. Our baby had managed to get this far in life without me but now I was going to cherish every moment of my pregnancy!! Neither of us could get over what had just happened. Off we went for our mcds, apparently the fries help the baby stick… any excuse!"
I just want to know why it didn't work it was our only embryo that got to a strong blastocyst stage but it didn't stick
This process is so hard and I think keeping it all a secret makes it so much harder but then on the other hand I guess telling everyone for it to fail is also very hard!
So thankful for this platform to off load. Im sorry to sound negative just didn't know where to turn xx