Test day should be Sunday but I’ve never, ever made it to even take a pregnancy test & feel that possibility! Somehow it gets easier to deal with the disappointment. There have been tears like always during the whole rollercoaster, but fewer than before.
The only bonus is that my hubbie is running the London marathon. It would have been amazing for him to have started the race knowing he was going to be a dad, but on the plus side, I now get to join in on all the celebrations (there are 40 of us taking over a train carriage & London from tomorrow until Monday). Got to find that silver lining somewhere! Xx