Numb after yet another BFN...

[Blondie_81]

I felt so emotional at the clinic this morning and then after at work think I knew deep down but my stomach was still in knots. My husband was feeling awful all day too. We both took this afternoon off and I’m off tomorrow too. I feel numb since the call and haven’t cried properly yet (always seem to react in same way) but am sure it will all come out tomorrow and over weekend. Not sure how much more anxiety and stress we can take from any more cycles - 1 more frozen go left. Going abroad on holiday a week on Saturday - can’t come soon enough and at least I’ll be able to drink now...

Congratulations to everyone with their BFP’s this week am genuinely happy for you xx

[Tugsgirl]

Really sorry to read this. I hope you can begin to process this soon and try to enjoy your holiday xx

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

I’m so sorry to hear this. Your holiday can’t come soon enough x

[NDE1987]

I am so sorry to read this Hun. Please keep hope. I had two failed IUIs and two failed ivfs. I just had my frozen cycle and for some mad reason it worked. Have you looked at getting your NK cells testsed? I feel the reason why it worked this time is because I was put on steriods as I have high NK cells. I also had the scratch done prior to my cycle. Have a lovely break and be kind to yourself. You have done amazingly to get this far xx

[Blondie_81 in reply to NDE1987]

Thank you. No I haven’t but think we will definitely do this before we start anything else. Our clinic don’t offer it so we will have to go elsewhere for tests. Have also heard about steroids. Our clinic don’t offer many ‘add ons’ which is very frustrating but I did get a scratch with our very first cycle as part of a national research trial however it was wasted as we didn’t get to transfer stage that time! Well done to you and all the best xx

[NDE1987 in reply to Blondie_81]

My clinic didn't offer it either but I travelled up to coventry and warick hospital and they were so great there. They even give you the prescription for the tablets and take them on the day of transfer. You can self refer yourself to and just have to call the clinic once you get a positive ovulation. Happy to answer any more questions. Don't lose hope xxxx

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So sorry to hear this. Thoughts are with you xoxo

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Big hugs to you hunny am right there with younumlucy number 8, 7 who’s counting.

What I know is this today seems never ending tomorrow will seem never ending but at some point shortly you will dust off and rise again 💋

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So sorry to read your sad news. Negative tests are just cruel especially after the emotional rollercoaster of fertility treatment. I hope you enjoy your holiday, recharge your batteries and come back fighting. Thinking of you xx

[Leo2017]

So sorry to read this, it really is the most horribly cruel journey!! 💔xx

[Smang]

Oh Blondie I’m so sorry to hear this. Be kind to yourself xx

[Lou7744]

I’m really sorry to read about your bfn. It’s a truly rubbish time. Sending you big hugs 💕 xx

[Laceygirl]

So so sorry to read of your BFN. Life is the pits at times, no two ways about it. I hope the time comes soon when your heart aches a little less and you and your OH can relax a little. Wishing you much love and hugs and hope you are able to relax and enjoy your holiday 🙏🏻🌈💖💖💖 xx

[Becky179]

Oh I'm so sorry to read this. Big hugs to you. Xx

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Sorry to hear that I hope you get to enjoy your holiday and both relax x