So my longest friend is pregnant and I've managed to pretty much avoid her which I feel horrible about but every time I see them I just think how can it be so easy for you !!!
I don't think I will as upset when the baby is born cos we will be parents one way or another ( natural/ ivf/ adoption) but it just seems to come so easy for people to make a baby
I really really want to be happy ( which I am but also sad for myself- sorry if that sounds selfish) and supportive and she has invited me to her baby shower which I would love to go to but the only way I can see myself getting through it is being blind drunk lol ( honestly only joking) I think it's harder cos it's male and female party and I find it really hard to see my friends boyfriend happy about becoming a dad when this is something I can't seem to do for my husband
Sorry for the long post probably needed to get that off my chest haha but any advice would be greatly appreciated