After a few teary calls to my nurse since sunday, she agreed for me to have a HCG blood test today even thoigh OTD is saturday.. despite the horrid weather and being stuck in traffic ages I trecked to the clinic.
My gut told me i knew the outcome and DH and I had prepared to hear the bad news last night... but my heart broke all over again when i got the dredded call this aft. HCG is 5.. they class that as a negative.
I cant afford to beat myself up any longer..
Thank u to all of u who have taken time out to support me through this, ur kind words have meant alot .. xx
Pray u all get ur BFP ‘s soon xx