Officially BFN.. done for now

After a few teary calls to my nurse since sunday, she agreed for me to have a HCG blood test today even thoigh OTD is saturday.. despite the horrid weather and being stuck in traffic ages I trecked to the clinic.

My gut told me i knew the outcome and DH and I had prepared to hear the bad news last night... but my heart broke all over again when i got the dredded call this aft. HCG is 5.. they class that as a negative.

I cant afford to beat myself up any longer..

Thank u to all of u who have taken time out to support me through this, ur kind words have meant alot .. xx

Pray u all get ur BFP ‘s soon xx

[Scarlett13]

I'm so sorry xxxxx having just got my second negative, I know how you feel. Take time to grieve and be angry and be sad and be flat and be empty and then pick yourself up and find the strength and positivity and hope to try again xxxxx

[Aleelilook]

Ah I’m so sorry, it’s so bloody hard, I hope you’ve got lots of support, and try and be kind to yourself xxx

[Lou7744]

Aww... I’m sorry to read this. It’s a truly rubbish time. Sending you big hugs 💕 xx

[lianm8]

Sorry to hear this, BFNs are really rubbish and hard to deal with. Look after yourself xxxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

Bless ya lovely, so sorry hun, take some time out and give your self some tlc, big hugs hun 💗🤗😘

[Tugsgirl]

Sorry to read this 😞 xx

[7AVA]

So sorry to hear this xx

[emu2016]

Much love. Take time for each other. This whole process is a blinking nightmare xx

[Hidden]

I'm so sorry, I know how hard it is so just try to take care of yourself.xx

[Hidden]

So sorry. Rest well, gather strength for next time and eat cake for now. xxx

[Caroliono4]

I'm really sorry to hear your news. Please don't beat yourself up about it, none of this is your fault, sadly it just happens. I wish the science had evolved more to give us all some more certainty, there seem to be so many unknowns that leave us wondering 'what if?'. Are you going to have a follow-up? X

[Hidden in reply to Caroliono4]

Yeah im going to book it tomorrow... we have one frostie so that may be something to look forward to x

[Caroliono4 in reply to Hidden]

Ah yes I looked at your old post abs saw its a 4AA. That's excellent x

[Hope85]

Aww I am so sorry Hun. Look after yourself. Big hugs 💗 xx

[VTier]

I know how you feel, Im so sorry it didn’t work this time.. Be kind to yourself.. Give time to grieve, to cry... This part of the journey is just so sh*t, it takes the whole life of us.. But I believe we all will get up as we are all strong women.. Hugs for you, my dear.. keep warm..

[Hidden]

I am so sorry, its such an aweful feeling. Be kind to yourself and one day at a time xxx

[sandra81]

I am really really sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself.