Anyone who has followed my other post will know that my second fresh icsi cycle did not workout. I can’t even bring myself to ring the clinic and tell them yet. I thought that having one in the freezer would make me feel better, but at the moment it isn’t, it just feels like future heartache.
So far I’ve treated myself to a ride out on my horse 🐴 and had a cry on him! As I am going on this journey alone, he does tend to support me a lot emotionally 😆.
No idea what to do next, feeling emotional but also numb as well.