I'm pushing everyone away coz I think it's best they not see me like this and they truly don't understand how I feel.
My mum didn't listen when I said not to come round and now she's left upset.
Everyone thinks I'm like this because it's about them. Why is it so hard to make them understand I just need time. And if I want to be angry with the world then I have the right to be.
I feel more alone now than I ever have. I feel scared for the thoughts that are in my head.