Chemical Pregnancy Again!

So having a very down week this week. On Sunday, I took a pregnancy test using my clearblue fertility monitor, which for the first time in three years, showed me a positive result. I cried a lot. Celebrations were short lived however when I started to cramp that same day, and went to hospital that night. The doctor said that he thought it was implantation bleeding and he didn't think I was loosing the baby. The cramps carried on and so did the bleeding, resulting in a negative test taken on the Tuesday (a clearblue digital). Went to the doctors Thursday, and they didn't even bother to test me as there was no point. Gutted and heartbroken are two words to describe how I am feeling today. Came home from work as I couldn't handle it, I was too emotional. The clinic we are in touch with have given me a review appointment now, so hopefully there is still hope. I just don't know why it's happening to us. We have so much love to give and we are so ready :(

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So sorry to read this, this really is such a cruel journey. Take the time to grieve and if that means being off work then that’s okay. Hope you get some answers at your next apt xx

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Thank you for your reply. I feel awful being off work I just can't keep my emotions away so it's not very good for me to be there at the moment. I hope so too, it was just such a relief to see a positive but then it took just a day to go away :( all the conversations we were having about it just went down the drain, it's awful. xx

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You’ve got to do what’s right for you and let yourself go through the emotions. Definitely is so tough xx

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It’s the hardest journey... xx

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I understand what you're going through and it's so hard. You will get there, be kind to yourself. Take Care x

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So sorry to hear this - it’s so hard! I’m sure you will get there hun but sorry that it’s not this time m. It’s such a hard and heartbreaking journey. Sending you hugs xxx

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Send you hugs ❤ xxx

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So sorry to see this. Big hugs xx

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Sorry to hear this Kirsty. I know how you are feeling. Love n hugs x

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