First day on this forum and not sure where to even begin.
My husband and I have been trying for a little one since August 2015. I went to the doctors in January this year and accepted on to the IVF waiting list in June currently a years wait in our area.
I have really been struggling lately with the whole situation. The past two weeks in particular I have felt totally overwhelmed with the arrival of another period and two friends finding out they are expecting. I feel constantly anxious with that horrible knot in my stomach and feel like I'm either crying or fighting back the tears.
I have made an appointment for counselling.
I feel I have turned in to this unrecognisable person from who I was.
Has anyone else experience this and offer any advice I feel like I'm losing my mind x