This is the saddest thing i could ever feel in my whole life, besides the death of someone dear to me. I`ve shed so many tears, for me, for my husband, for all the women in my situation. This is so frustrating, and painfull at the same time, it feels like i am useless. For so long i`ve been blaming myself, and then my husband. But really, it`s nature`s fault. I used to envy all the women that could have babies. And i was thinking that is the most beautiful feeling in the world. There is nothing comparable to feel your own flesh and blood in your arms. The feeling is unreal, i don`t have words to describe how i want to have that feeling, and how sad it is not to feel that. It`s crazy how we share our feelings here, and we cry our problems. And suddenly, some good news come along. Today i am no longer a pesimist!